But i have to do it


If you don't want to read that bored journal of mine you can still look for a little test animation right there







long time since I did not give any news,

I hope you understand i'm not the kind of people who like to talk about his life, I received a note from a deviant where i find out that i was too lazy with my watchers, or that i'll ignore them.

That is just wrong...

I don't want to ignore anyone, but sometimes ( many times in fact ) i don't know what to say... that's why i try to do my best on my creations, So don't ever think that i don't care...

Anyways if you think like that, i'll do my best to change.

Of course there is another reason why i don't like to talk lately, There is a possibility that i'll have to stop my creation activity, and i don't know for how long.
I didn't make any decisions for now, 3D art take me huge amount of time, in fact i became addict, i'm not kidding about that, i don't know why but it happen slowly and i completly get out of any decent kind of life.

I try to change or adapt my self to it but it don't really works...

My only good solution was to find a job in this industry, but i'm a C4D user, so...

I try to make compromise ( 3ds max maya etc.. ) but in the end it's only make me crazy

In the end people tell me that i have to choose another job, Like a temporary job etc..

I was thinking to freelance work, but i had a comission during the last month who turned to hell

Now i just don't know...

it sucks...

That's why i hate to talk right now..

i know there is more dramatic situation than mine

of course that is only a small part of a story that i don't want to talk about.


Hope you didn't get bored about all of that and about my english :s

Thanks for watching me, really